Haleigh,Ja-Lee,Ellie,ðan

Well we had the meeting and It wasn't good news.They basicaly said there was no hope,the wheels are turning but the bicycal isn't going any where.So there going to do the Traech,and cut a hole in her throte and enter a tube her wind pipe.She will be able to talk,but a speech doctor will have to come in and teach her how to talk with it in.Se may possibly be able to eat but they don't know if her esophagous can handle it.So hope and pray.Ultimatly there going to try to heal her enough to be able to go home for awhile,but there are no garenteise.

So everyone continue to Pray for a mirical.

Thanx,neecee's daughter

Laura Marie Wallace

Well I'ts me agian and I have just found out that I have to make the biggest decision in my whole life tommorow.The doctor called my aunt angie this morning on account my sis and I stayed with her last night,and told her that she was going to have to be there tommorow as well as the rest of the family.They said they were calling a meeting to talk about my mother and the options.Basicaly do I want my mom to suffer,is there any hope,or is it a wast of time.I'm going to listen to the doctors as they tell us the options and alternatives.And hope that I can be strong enough to make the decision.

Thanx everyone for listening,

sinceraly her daughter,

Laura Marie Wallace.....Please continue to pray.

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Well my mom was doing better for awhile.She was more alive looking than ever.She has been on a breathing tube and feeding tube for awhile now and she hates it.She was communicating well through writing though.She said she wanted all sorts of food,like turkey and stuffing,fruit cocktail,pears,oranges,and apple dumb dumb suckers.I hate that she cant talk or eat and itmakes me sad because it frustrates her so much.I wish there was somthing more I could do,but all I could tell her was to get rest.The more she rested the quicker she would get the tubes out.It got hectec one of the days.I walked in her room to find her very depresed looking and iasked her if it was because of the tubes and IVs,she noded and i told her the same once again to get rested.She was frustrated more than ever that day and she motioned for me to get something,Iasked "Do you want the paper and pen?"she noded,and so I gave it to her.As she started to write I started to read it,when she finished it scared me,it said "I want to be dead."I quickly told her "No,you hang in there,you have done so good this far your not going to give up now.I know it sucks and your frustrated but you are strong and I love you,so don't leave me now,you have to see me gratuate from nursing school and then I can be your in home nurse!"Then I grabed the pictures of my daughters and said "Do you want to leave them?"She smiled at the pics and shook her head no,so she changed her mind a little bit I think.

Well things started to go smoothly for awhile after that.They did a procedure where they drew fluid out of her lungs to help her to breath better.It worked but she started filling up with fluid in other places like her face,arms,legs,and belly.Just yesterday they drew some fluid out of her belly and it was semi succsesful.

Today I got a call that she was bleeding again.I got scared and upset.They got my concent for an Indoscopy and stopped it for the time being.Shes stabel right now but please pray that she will stay that way and get better from there.It will be appreciated by the family.

Thanx, Laura Marie Wallace

Hope&Prayer

Well my mother,Carol Denise Wallace, was rushed to Reid memorial hospital in Richmond Indiana November 28,2006 by my stepdad David S. Turner, to find ruptered veracies  on her esophagous.She was internaly bleeding badly and very disoreiented and inncoherent.She was rushed up from the ER unit to the ICU unit.I was up there waiting to see her for the first time since she had came to the hospital.I was in shock And feared for my mothers life as I watched them roll her in with blood all over the bottom of her mouth,in her hair,and down her neck.Then I knew that it was Very serious.The family was informed.They rushed from all different long distance areas to see her. She was still very disoriented and didn't know who I was.This made me cry.My stepdad told me to be strong as he was crying to,but it was very hard.She couldn't say much of anything,but the one thing she did get out was"Help Me",and this made me cry hisaracly.We prayed for her alot through the day.The nurse said she might not make it because of the large and increasing blood loss.We prayed and prayed.Finaly the doctors asked me to sing a consent form to give her a shot of something to make her blood clot.I immediatly said yes and singed the paper.They gave her the shot, and the bleeding stoped after a half hour.It was a joyful and hopeful moment and we prayed that it would stay that way.The family went home and got home no sooner than for us to call them and tell them that the bleeding had started again.We were crying,hopeing,and praying that it would stop again and it did.My best friend Devra Swals came out to see my mom whom she also calls mom.(her mom and her aren't close)She visited for awhlie and then left.My stepsister,Alicia Irene Turner,and I stayed the night at the hospital,as to did my stepdad Dave.We awoke to the doctors asking me if I want her to be taken IU med. center in Indy. IN.They said that she was stayble enough to ride by ambulance but I said"Hell No, I want her careflighted!"So they did and got her there on about 20 min.We rushed to Indy as fast as we could and after a hour and a half  they had glued the bleeding holes shut.There was no more bleeding and hasen't been since.They put her on a ventalater and a feeding tube.She can't talk so she communicates through writing.Sometimes we can understand what she's writing and sometimes not.She is doing alot better now and we're geting closer and closer to geting the tubes out.Just a couple of days ago they found a littel bit of fluid in her lungs, and they have been waiting for just the right time to draw it out.We have found out today they will do the procedure.Hopefuly then they can ween her oxegen level back down to see how much she can handle breathing on her own.So if you people out that are religious and have good hearts would pray your hearts out for her to make it and be normal again it would be appreciated by the whole family and I.We are all still Hopeing and Praying so I hope you will to!

Thanx, sinceraly Laura marie Wallace